Hey guys! You know what, this time the break wasn’t actually totally my fault. I got these really bad viruses in my computer that completely shut me down and my computer was in the shop for days getting wiped. I was pretty much a mess the entire time because my life is my computer! š Yeah, I can admit it. Anyways, hopefully I’ll be able to catch up here…
Over
When did I become the one
Who wanted to see the journey end
Who wanted the whole thing to stop
Who was waiting for that day to come
With my secret, black heart
I love you
You know that
I hurt when you do
But after all this time
Even I couldn’t take this anymore
It had become your life and mine
And everyone who was close
Morning, noon, night, sleep
I never could escape it
And I knew it would hurt you if I screamed
I should have cried when it all ended
Should have hurt as you did
But all I could think of
When the last effort had failed was
Thank everything it’s over
My Life is a Notebook 
Sorry to hear about the virus. I’ve had it happen and it’s very frustrating. Glad you are back and writing poetry again. This one is very touching and so true for so many living in troubled relationships.